He said: "I've always had an incredible amount of sympathy for the family since it first happened. I would just shake them by the hand and say I am so sorry for all that happened to their family. Colin said there was first murmurs of a meeting being arranged a couple of months ago but it fell through. Looking back at that period of his life, Colin said it doesn't feel real. He added: "I've always been an outside person - and to stay locked away and separated from my only friend at the time - my dog - was tough.